Taking My Time

February 6th, 2016

Church has never ever been a part of my life until just recently. About to weeks ago a very close friend from Derby escorts passed away in a horrible car crash and it was completely devastating for me and others. Since his passing the only place I can seem to find comfort is within a church, mainly in the one where his service was held. I know it sound corny or maybe even a little bit weird, but I need to some how feel close to him. From my understanding on death I don’t believe I am even close to letting go of the friendship we had. I know it is best to do it quickly rather than grieve for a life time but to me I need to take as much time as possible. I am not one to recover well from this type of thing so taking my time is in everyone’s best interest.

Where’d You Go?

September 4th, 2015

I just got home from having dinner at my neighbors and I am having the worst time trying to get my daughter to bed now. Normally she goes to bed a certain time every night, but tonight she was around a group of people and it has wound her up. The person who got her hyper was actually my old fuck buddy. It was cute to see him with my daughter; he was so great with her. They danced, played ball and even ran around the yard playing tag. Although we have never been anything but buddies, I have a feeling that it will all change now that we are around each other again. I think it has honestly been four years since we last got together. To me that is four years too long. I always looked forward to our visits and not having them has not given me a whole lot to look forward to.

The Perfect Partner

June 21st, 2015

Just like that my entire life changed last weekend. I made the decision to go out with my lady friends for a couple of drinks last Friday and something I least expected happened. I found the perfect guy! For once I gained enough confidence to ask someone if they wanted a fuck buddy Manchester and when I did he took the offer and hasn’t left my side since. Although I was not looking for anything serious, I have grown fond of his company and I am not quite sure I am ever going to want to give him up. Not only does he actually care for my well-being, but he also has a smile that melts your heart. Never have I ever been with someone with this many great qualities and I feel like the luckiest woman on the earth.

A Bad Way To Wake Up

April 30th, 2015

Well I knew the time would come where I lost everything, but I didn’t know it would happen like this. I honestly do not remember much of what happened. I just remember waking up this morning and having my wife screaming in my face and crying. Apparently she looked through my phone and discovered that I had had casual sex London with a woman from the bar last night. I had not known until she told me. I just remember being with the boys having some beers and jamming out to a local cover band. I guess some where throughout the evening somebody convinced me to taking a few shots. That is the only logical explanation for this. I told her over and over I was sorry and didn’t remember but she did not care. I swear I would never do something like that with a sober mind, but I get those words probably wouldn’t matter now anyways.